When . . .

When U Say I’M YOUR’s

I always remember that moment, how can I forget it… the sweetness memory ever happens between us when u say” I’M YOUR’S”. I keep smiling, flowers blooming happily in my heartJ. I always imagine that we will be together like this but I’d never thought it will be happen in this way… “WOW!!! 0_o hahaha … he’s mine~~ J”.

Love is quite meaningful word is, because of love tears easily drops, smile easily bright, heart easily teased. I want to meet someone that love me whole his life, someone that would bright my life, someone that willing to accept me as for the reason I am myself. To be there always for me, enjoy every each memory we share, talk about things we like, and do the things most we want to do together.

Looking forward to meet you, my Mr. RIGHT JJJJJ

maeyza..

Forgive

Forgive the sun who didn’t shine

            The sky had ask her in to dine

Forgive the stars that heard your wish

            The moon prepared their favorite dish

Forgive the rain for their attack

            The clouds have tears they can’t hold back

Don’t hate the birds’ cause they are free

            Don’t envy everything they see

Don’t block the wind, but hear its cry

            Or else that wind may pass you by

Forgive the storm it means no harm

Could not resist to show its charm

Forgive the earth that never turns

            Don’t hate the sun, because too much burns

Life intend to not cause pain

            The flower bloom from all the rain

The storm will come and it will pass

            The sun that shines, it grows the grass

The wind it cannot help but cry

            The stars at night light up the sky

Forgive the world in which we live

            We’ll find peace if we forgive.

maeyza..

       

            

MY CRUSH…

Once I fall for you, but you didn’t seem notice it… so I keep it secret. My friend asked me about you, “how it going? Did you tell him?? What did he says?? Well??...” I just smile and said     “I don’t want him to know… I’m not ready yet…” then just stay silent, don’t want to talk about you because I know you will never notice it.

I’m good at keeping my feelings and maybe that’s why it was so hard for other to notice it. Damn, it my own faults, don’t blame anyone. Guess that sound I give up isn’t? I gave up that time until one time comes. You gave me new reason to keep on hoping for you.

Once I fell to you then I try to forget you buts, truly it was hard to do it. But I try and try because I don’t want to feel hurt again and now, those feeling come approached me again.

How can I run? When that feeling come from my own heart. I couldn’t so I stay and wait again.

Long after that, I realize, maybe, just realize it after all I heard and see. You was right I just perfect to be your understanding friend. Not more than a friend. Maybe were not meant together, then it’s time for me to stop now… stop hoping for something that wouldn’t happen. I’ll keep those feeling deep bottom in my heart and I will not let it comes across me anymore. I will always pray for your happiness with the lucky girl, do take care of her, love her, don’t let her tears fall because of you, and please make her happy always.

 I will remember you, as a crush that turn to a better friend. Thank for all the memories which for me it was a very sweet memory, I wouldn’t forget it. All the hard time, fine time, and the time we laugh together. I do miss that time, but now it’s better for me to forget it, now and ever. Well than I think that’s all, no more thing to write anymore. Good bye."

From Deep of My Hearth,

Maeyza

Misunderstanding Again? -.-

It's get started from a text. A text from one of my bestie. Actually I really didn't expect that you want to tell me about this. Hahahahahaha About what hah? Wait haaaa~ .  First situation: Sesi pujuk memujuk.       You thought that i was 'kecik hati' of you, but i'm not actually. I just want to 'manja-manja' kat you. I'm just kidding btw. HAHA but i wasn't expected that you will told me the thing that i never thought. I'm just kidding oke! Why you take it too serious? Hmmm no comment la. Hehehe :) Oke back to the topic.  First text from you "Salam, kau kat flat kan? :D Btw sorry pasal semalam kalau kau kecik hati. Aku gurau je ekceli, don't take it serious babe :) " Aku pun terkeluar pulak idea jahat MACAM nak kenakan kau. Hah! Ape lagi aku replied "Hmmm malas la nak pikir" #lupa pulak real text sbb dah deleted# Hahaha ayat passrah la konon sebab semalam kau merajuk dengan aku, so aku pun nak jugaklah merajuk dengan kau, Just nak tengok cara cara kau memujuk orang. HahahaxDD then blablablabla... text #tak berape ingt# tibe tibe kau pulak replied macam ginih "Alrite depends on you :) aku minta maaf sbb selama ni aku byk kecilkan hati kau, im so sorry :(" Aku yang baca text kau dalam hati *Aikkkk! Dia ni macam lain macam je. Macam ade something wrong somewhere pulak kan. So, aku teruskan berlakon yang kononya aku ni merajuk KONONNYA~~ HAHAHA. my replied "hmmmmm" saket hatikan aku reply mcm gitu je? haha saje je oke! Part of my plan hehehe :). Kau reply lagi "If you keep hmmmm all the time, our problem takkan solve" Jap jap jap 'problem kita?' Hah! Ni yang makin confius. Ape lagi, teruskan lakonan la sebab nak tahu cerita yang sebenar benarnya kan. Kau pun mulakan storytelling kau kat aku. Hehehe "Kau lain sejak lain kelas. Kau banyak layan dorang je. Aku ni bff kau ada ke kau layan? Time bufday Hajjar hari tu ada ke kau bergaul dgn aku? Kau layan aku mcm nak taknak. Aku tgk mata kau je dah tahu. Tp taktahulah kalau kau tak anggap aku ni bff kau. Aku selalu rasa tpinggir, Kau dgn dorang, ina dgn balqis. Sbb tuaku dgn edora. Kau fahamkan bila kita dah banyak share sth dgn someone mesti kita akan rapat dgn dia kan? Mcm tulah aku dgn edora. Tapi kau bila perlu je kau layan aku. Mcm aku ni apa je. And sejak tu jugak aku lain. Aku jadi sensitif. Ni bukan slah kau jugak. Aku minta maaf buat kau kecik hati." See? Am i right? Mesti ada yang tak kena pasal aku and it'd prove it! you told me everything, It's a;l about me. Unexpected yang kau memang ade feel uneasy dengan aku. And baru sekrang cakap? Hmmm sokayh la. Aku faham. And actually I try to make it good. Manusia tak sempurna kan? It's not your fault actually, it's mine. So, untuk memendekkan cerita kita ni kau pun reply "Boleh tak kau pulak ckp apa yang kau tak puas hati dgn aku? Nanti kita boleh sama sama perbaiki :)"

HAHAHA sebenarnya aku pulak yang sentap lepas kau cerita semua tu. At the first nak kenakan kau, tapi aku pulak yang terkena kan? Padan muka aku hehe  ^_^. Aku menangis lepas baca text kau and apa yang replied kay kau. Bukan ape sebab tak sangka kau boleh fikir sampai jauh macam ni. Aku tak salahkan kau tapi aku berterima kasih kat kau sebab kasi tahu aku semua ni. Kasi tahu apa salah aku. Thanks kawan :D Apa yang aku tak puas hati pulak? Hmm takda apa yang tak puas hati puas. Tapi aku bersyukur sebab dapat kawan yang macam korang, Sayang korang lah!! xDDPasal aku rapat dengan dorang? Hmmm aku ada sebab sendiri kenapa aku rapat dgn dorang. Kenapa aku buat semua ni. As you know how i'm, i won't do thing without any reason right? So kau kena faham yang aku ada sebab buat semua tu. Apa sebab dia? Jengjengjeng! Mana bolah kasi tahu. Tu rahsia la. hahaha xD Cuma just sedih la sebab kau ckp yang aku ni macam tak anggap korang bff lagi? Hmmm sokayh la. Aku faham perempuan kan. Cepat sensitif. sebab aku pun perempuan jugak. Hahaha xDD 

Aku nak minta maaf kat kau kalau selama ni aku da buat salah. Manalah tahu kalau umur aku tak panjang tak sempat nak minta maaf hehee. I'm sorry k :) Thanks for telling me everything. I really really appretiace it. Sebab aku boleh betulkan apa silap aku. Thankss again kawan. Love you la. Muahhmuaah muaahhh la :* haha xD #Kami Bukan Lesbian. Harap maklum# xDDD 

Semua manusia tak sempurna. Tiada yang sempurna di dalam dunia ini melainkan Allah :) Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada dan apa yang bakal tiba. Lupakan semua benda lama. Kita buka buku baru. Muka surat baru. Tulisan baru. Jadikan semua yang lepas sebagai kenangan dan ambil iktibar daripadanya. Peace yawrr!! Assalammualaikum :)