I’m good at keeping my feelings and maybe
that’s why it was so hard for other to notice it. Damn, it my own faults, don’t
blame anyone. Guess that sound I give up isn’t? I gave up that time until one
time comes. You gave me new reason to keep on hoping for you.
Once I fell to you then I try to forget you
buts, truly it was hard to do it. But I try and try because I don’t want to
feel hurt again and now, those feeling come approached me again.
How can I run? When that feeling come from my
own heart. I couldn’t so I stay and wait again.
Long after that, I realize, maybe, just
realize it after all I heard and see. You was right I just perfect to be your
understanding friend. Not more than a friend. Maybe were not meant together,
then it’s time for me to stop now… stop hoping for something that wouldn’t
happen. I’ll keep those feeling deep bottom in my heart and I will not let it
comes across me anymore. I will always pray for your happiness with the lucky
girl, do take care of her, love her, don’t let her tears fall because of you,
and please make her happy always.
I will
remember you, as a crush that turn to a better friend. Thank for all the
memories which for me it was a very sweet memory, I wouldn’t forget it. All the
hard time, fine time, and the time we laugh together. I do miss that time, but
now it’s better for me to forget it, now and ever. Well than I think that’s
all, no more thing to write anymore. Good bye."
Maeyza
